Empty water bottles.

If anyone has ever met me, you know that im a nice, kind type of person.
Not usually angry or mad at someone.

But at this moment, im just so fucking pissed at EVERYONE.
Honestly, everyone just complains, complains, complains, oh and complains.
I hate how nobody uses common sense anymore.
Nobody is willing to think rationally to save their lives.
Everything these days has to be some complicated and SOOOO complex.

Honestly, i hate the people who say they care about life, but in reality, they just don't care on how they live it. It's those people who don't strive for anything, and don't look for the future are the people that piss me off.
Or its the people who have so much potential and you try and help them, but they don't even listen to you.


All of you are empty water bottles to me.
Once full of life, but now are just worthlessly laying on the ground.
Maybe you'll look back and realize that you should really listen to me.
Push that pride or stubbornness to the side.

I Know I Didn't Say Enough.

But who say's you can't go forcing love?

Shady Business.

Well, I feel like I'm constantly restricted by shadows, and I've climbed some mountains that i thought I'd never tackle. But lately I've been feeling as if I'm a terrible person. Even though one on one, I'm a great person. and i know it. But I've also realized I'm a horrible person.

I've always felt like I've tried to separate myself from alot of people, and i still feel as if i have. but yesterday i felt as if i was the most horrible person. I mean it wasn't really that bad. I just didn't realize i could be that rude... when i tried. I always felt as if i was a really nice person, and a good hearted person. But yesterday i realized that I'm just human and every one had a dark side.

I think i don't like being confronted with things I've done wrong, and that's my problem. I should fix that.
But i live in this shady world, this empty world, just because I'm so careful to make sure i hurt nobody, but when i do, shit... ha. I mean I'm not a bad person. I'm usally the one telling people to be nicer to people. But maybe I'm just being a hypocrite. when i can't be nice to one person. Ahhhhhhhh, I'll never be able to tell you why i do those things i do. Because i don't even know.

But god, I'm trying to a be even a better person.
And I'll try as hard as i can.



Peace,
ZarinaK